The best thing about going to a church service is that I can sit here and listen and feel convicted buy the sermon and want to change but I can walk out of the building and keep on sinning because people won’t ask me about it. It all comes back to the whole transparency thing. No one asks me to raise my hand infront of people to admit my sin, no one checks our download folder or asks us if we got angry. Because of politeness because of fear of stepping on someones toes. I have to say I don’t agree with the kind of social grace that causes separation and isolation.

I’ve spent the last six years in a church that doesn’t cater to me.
A strange thing to say I know, because I’m totally surrounded by people who love me like family, my pastor is one of the greatest men I have ever met, all my friends are creative and strong, these amongst other things are what I really have been searching for all my life.
Coming from a family that are nice people but disfunctional, I chased many things to fill the void and along the way God has been slowly revolutionizing my thinking about family and people and the meaning of life.
The answer to life the universe be everything! Not 42. Is relationship.
I don’t like the music, we meet in a gym, most people aren’t like me, we only have a morning service (I hate getting up in the morning), the sound gear is terrible, there’s not a home group for creative, Da Vinci type thinkers who like nirvana and nine inch nails, and drink green tea while smoking a pipe. But who cares!